December 4, 2013

Que Sera Sera

"Why do you want to be a journalist?" I didn't have the answer back then and I still don't have the answer now.

Instead I find myself questioning the all-too familiar soliloquy of "When I grow up I want to be"?

When we were kids, we were forced to come up with lucrative ambitions such as doctor, lawyer, accountant and the like. 

Have we ever asked, what for? I was about 8 or 9 when I told my parents that I  aspired to be a Biologist. I had not even learned division at that time.

At one point I was known as the most talkative student in class, so my mom thought I would be a good lawyer some day. My brother, who was chubby before hitting puberty, was automatically the future towkah gudang beras.  

Oh yeah, it was all fun and games "deciding" what your children would be in the future until you realize their true calling. Some kids would actually grow up to be doctors and lawyers while some would just settle for ordinary jobs to make ends meet. The rest are hipsters. 

I would say that what I'm doing right now is a cross between "hipsters" and "white-collar". I am in a love-hate relationship with what I do, as anyone is, I'm sure. 

Besides the terribly mundane routine consisting of public transports, traffic jams and 12-hour shifts, I'm okay with where I stand today. 

Truth is, I never believed in my "cita-cita" or made any efforts to achieve it. It was just something I had to fill in classmates' biodata books. Come on, we've all been there. 

If my future children ever tell me that they want to be a doctor/lawyer/accountant/engineer I will bitch-slap them for lying, haha. Okay obviously I won't do that. Instead I will tell them to be truthful to themselves. You want to be a gold miner? Be my guest. You want to be a lap sap lou? Sure. 

And you know what? My ambitions will forever be just ambitions and it doesn't matter. Because I was a lawyer for the brief moment when I decided to be one. I was a doctor for the span of 30 episodes of a TVB drama. And I was a Biologist when I was 8. 

So, "Why do you want to be..."
To save lives? To uphold justice? 

I don't know. I just happened to be here.


Behind the byline

To be a voice of social change that rearranges the world's perspective.

If you folks recall, that was the ambitious answer I provided when the question, "Why did you decide to take up journalism?" was posed during a tutorial class.

Granted, it wasn't the most original thing I had ever said. It's actually a line from a Rachael Yamagata song heh (I can just imagine the mindfuck moment in Song's head when she read this revelation).

But that's besides the point, you see.

I've always held a romanticised notion of journalism, an ideal that I foolishly subscribed to throughout our three years at the Kampar campus of Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman.

Now that I'm a full-fledged journalist at the nation's ahem, leading English-language daily (sorry lah, masuk bakul a bit, can?), you'd probably be wondering: What's changed?

Well, not much really.

I might not be reporting on hard-hitting issues like what our dear friends Shelyn, Lee Xien and Isaac are doing. But if anything, being in the features section is no excuse to take the job lightly.

On several occasions, I've been rudely awakened to the reality of the profession. Most notably, the 3-line Alicia Keys' "concert review". But let's save that story for another day.

What I'm trying to say is; as a journalist, you're working under the scrutiny of the public eye - a fact which is easily disregarded when you're writing your stories on a tight deadline from the confines of the newsroom. All the while hoping the copy clearers won't screw you over for your writing style.

It goes without saying that each job brings with it its own set of hurdles and satisfactions. (So uhm, like please write about your working experience already lah!)

An editor once said to me, "Journalism is a job that rewards the soul."

It all sounds terribly Hallmark-y, but it couldn't have been further from the truth.  I constantly learn new things about myself on the job and there's never a dull day at the office thanks to really awesome colleagues and bosses.

But then again, I've only been working for 5 months now. It's true what they say about journalists being a cynical bunch.

XX
Chester

August 22, 2011

Westlake's Decadent Night Culture

By CALYN ONG, CHESTER CHIN, CHONG KAH YUAN, SONG SOOK KIN and TING ZHAO SONG

Smashed beer bottles, cigarette butts and torn junk food packets.

Walk through the lakeside promenade and Beijing precinct at Westlake in Kampar on a Saturday morning and chances are you will be greeted by these items strewn across the pavement. Moved by this filthy sight, our reporting team decided to look into the matter and discovered a debauched night life culture at the Westlake housing area in this quaint little town


Clean up one’s act : It is more than time for the students to get their act together besides cleaning up after themselves after a night of running riot. 


During one of the team’s midnight stakeouts at Jalan Seksyen 1/1 in Westlake, we discovered a group of young people who were engaging in rowdy behaviour. They were shouting and screaming in ecstasy. We tried to approach the group but were stopped by a female member who said in Mandarin, “Don’t come near! War is starting”. Minutes later, they started giving chase and threw a white powdery substance at each other while laughing hysterically.

On the same night, about 100 meters away from this group of students, a black Proton Wira was seen parked across the row of houses along the road. What set this particular vehicle apart from the other cars there was that it was blasting loud music from its stereo. The shocking thing was that all this transpired at the wee hours of the morning when everyone has fallen asleep.

Driven by this course of events, our reporting team approached Danish House Sdn. Bhd. at their office in Manchester. The company managed the majority of hostels at Westlake. Not only that, their company is also responsible for supplying neighbourhood security within this housing vicinity.

When asked for comments regarding this night activities in Westlake, the representative at the Customer Service desk declined to provide an answer. When pressed further by one of our reporters, she hesitated before finally saying that the company can’t divulge such information.

Unsatisfied with this rigid response, two of our reporters went undercover and visited the Danish House Westlake Oxford office. Posing as students with a complaint regarding the ruckus at the Beijing precinct, the Customer Service officer gave our reporters a card that contained mobile hotline number. She then proceeded by telling them that occupants can just ring up the number and security personnel will check out the issue.

With this piece of information, we paid the guard house a visit at night and spoke to Salleh bin Din, a security guard who is in charge of night patrol at the Westlake neighbourhood. According to Salleh, the noise and littering issue in Westlake is nothing new. The Danish House Management has received many complaints from the residents throughout the years.

When asked if the management is doing anything to solve this, Salleh gave the same answer as the one given earlier by the second Customer Service desk we visited. “Yes, a hotline number is provided and the residents can call us if they find the noise too unbearable or probably if they happened to encounter any dangerous situation,” he said. However, Salleh said the security will only take action after midnight, unless if the matter needs immediate action.

He added that sometimes those residents, whom he assumed are also varsity students, will talk back when reprimanded, probably because they are drunk. “All of this is actually quite worrisome because we also have Tan Sri Hew See Tong living right across the Beijing Park,” Salleh elaborated further.


Double bind : The security guard faces some difficulties in warding off the noise and littering issues. Can he fulfill his responsibilities by rebuking the students for the sake of protecting other students?  


Tan Sri Hew See Tong, a tin miner-turned-developer is one of the individuals who gave Kampar a new lease of life by getting Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman (UTAR) to set up a campus in the town.

The security guard also voiced his concern over the rubbish littered after the many parties the students have at the Beijing precinct. “We will take down their contact details if we see them having such gatherings. If any complaints of the gatherings received, we will contact them directly. But that is about all we can do, we can’t possibly stop them from drinking or even stop the parties as we don’t have such authority.”

We also found out from some of the Beijing residents that the late night disturbance has been occurring on a regular basis every now and then. When one of the residents, Fong Renee was asked regarding the ruckuses near Beijing Park, she said that it is nothing new and she is starting to get used to the noise at night.

According to Wong Han Hui, a foundation student from UTAR who is also staying at Beijing, her housemates and her would not bother about the noises, but when it is near to examination period, she feels extremely annoyed by the inconsiderate students, and some of them are not even Beijing residents.

What Wong said was true, our reporters observed that the group of students drove and cycled away from Beijing after the party ended. Wong also added that some of the students were acting like illiterate peasants in her past experience. “They were so rude when I personally asked them to tune down a bit, instead of apologising, they just ignore my words. They even turned up the stereo volume!”

The party aftermath that can be clearly seen in the morning has proven that most of the students do not clean after their own mess. To further obtain information regarding the night culture which has emerged in Westlake, particularly the lakeside promenade, we went to the Kampar Municipal Council. With the help of Mohammad Shafiq bin Mohammad Salim, who is an officer in the Sanitation Department, we managed to attain a more in-depth analysis of the littering issue.


Drink it up : Evidences of intoxicant consumptions and dregs is an unbecoming trend bringing close resemblance to the acts of mat rempit in the city. 


According to Shafiq, the municipal council has received tonnes of complaints from the public regarding the filthy scene at the lakeside pavement. “It is not just a matter of hygiene, these broken beer bottles left on the pavement can be very dangerous for the people who pass by the lakeside,” said Shafiq.

The lakeside pavement that links UTAR to Westlake is a highly utilised route in the morning. Some use it for jogging while most of the students who live in Westlake walk or cycle to UTAR through that pavement.

Shafiq told us that the council has not come up with a solution other than cleaning up the pavement every morning. He explained that the lakeside pavement is a public place. Therefore, neither the council nor the police have the authority to disallow people from having beer at the lakeside.

“We tried sorting the problem out by reaching the Danish House, but there was no fruitful outcome.” On his personal view, Shafiq commented that when there is a bunch of twenty somethings consuming alcohol at the lakeside, anything could possibly go wrong.

All this risqué behaviour is actually helping to build a non-flattering image of the Kampar varsity students’ community. The booming roars of the stereo so often accompanied by indecent squealing and loud whoopee draw a close resemblance with the infamous mat rempit found throughout the city.

Flotsam and jetsam : The panorama of the lake is tainted by the remaining debris leftovers of the students’ misconduct from the night before. 

To make the gap between mat rempits and a bunch of excited hormone-driven undergraduates even thinner, they purchase Guinness and Tiger beers from time to time at the local mini market in Westlake. A shopkeeper who only wishes to be known as Mr Tan told us that his sundry shop which is operating within Westlake has often time sold out many of these beers at night.

When asked why he decided to carry alcoholic beverages knowing that most of the residents are students, Tan replied that it is an individual’s prerogative whether or not to purchase it. “The thing about students is that when there is no parental supervision, they have to take responsibility for their own action. If they want to drink beer, then that is their own choice,” Tan offered and added that he is just a “shopkeeper”.

However, Tan is very skeptical of the security team’s effectiveness. “Sometimes, this problem brings into question a matter of security here in Westlake. What about the securities? Why aren’t any actions taken to reduce the ruckus?” Tan who is from Penang commented.

If a local shopkeeper could have this notion despite being a resident of Westlake himself, then what would others possibly think of the security here? A security that allows the cause of disturbance to run wild and rampant in a neighbourhood where it is mostly populated by students?

To make matters worse, the wrongdoers are varsity students to begin with. When outsiders have a chance encounter of this kind of scenario, it is inevitable that people would link the misconduct of the UTAR students to the university itself. This in turn will denigrate the institution’s reputation as a respectable university.

From a bunch of boisterous, even downright reckless people who pump up the stereo, to people who kick up a huge racket screaming in the middle of the night, these are the epitomical acts of ignorance towards the consideration of others who reside at the Westlake.

While the culprits may not have harmed other residents in any physical way, rumors has circulated that a certain motorbike gang had been going around swinging their helmets at random passers-by along the walkway that leads to the housing area.

Ma Foong Mei, an undergraduate of UTAR, was one of those who were alarmed by the news. “People are saying that these mysterious bikers are seriously injuring students who happen to be walking along the walkway. However, I do not know how far true the rumor is.”

At the moment, night patrols have also proved to be futile. There is only so much a security guard could do before a drunkard retaliates, sometimes dangerously. Students in the midst of studying for their examinations would also have to bear the unwarranted pandemonium.

Perhaps it is time for the ones calling the shots to step up and concoct a better solution to solve this issue before it blows up to a level that could threaten lives and the university’s reputation.

May 16, 2011

Norse Gods vs. Bloodsuckers

A mythical god of thunder goes head on with a bunch bloodthirsty priests who hunt down vampires in a prelude to the release of other popcorn flicks in the summer of 2011 . CHESTER CHIN and SONG SOOK KIN provide their two cents on two of this year's blockbuster movies Twitter style!


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May 7, 2011

中学女生被同学剪发事件

作者:郭芸贤

就在数个钟头前,面子书再次掀起了一片热潮。这热潮起源不是来自于任何最新球赛,也不是再次有美少年为情自杀,这一切都出自于一段一群同学欺凌一个女生的短片。

在这段短片里,有一位中学女生被一群同学嘲笑,甚至头发还被她的同学用剪刀剪得不成“发”形。那位中学女生在短片中哭泣着,还请求同学们收手。她的同学们不但不收手,甚至还不停地嘲笑以及辱骂她。在短片里,甚至还有一幕是其中一位施暴者作势地把受害者的领带勒在受害者的颈项。

这短片没有正确地说明为何这位女生被同学们欺凌,而只是注明了几位施暴者的面子书户口以及一位施暴者的部落格。

许多网友看了这短片后都为受害者感到怜悯,因此还在面子书开了好几个网页用以辱骂那几位施暴者。许多不满的网友甚至到其中一位施暴者的部落格发泄他们的不满,用了许多不雅的语言与字眼辱骂她。

根据其中一位施暴者的面子书,她说明自己是被人诬赖的,她根本不是短片里的施暴者,她还说了施暴者是另有其人而不是她与她的朋友。

校园暴力的风气似乎已经在马来西亚成形了,每隔一段期间,面子书上便会出现有人被欺凌的短片。对于这种事件的发生,该学校应当负起最大的责任,而马来西亚政府也该对这些事件作出适当的解决方案。




 〉〉〉此事件的欺凌短片-----按入便可观看。



这是其中一位怀疑是短片中施暴者的面子书。
其中红框里的句子是当事人说明自己不是短片里的施暴者,而是被无赖的。



这是网友们对于此事件在面子书设立的网页。



这是其中一个本地报纸对这件事件的报导。


对于此事件,作者的看法:

在这短片里学生们的做法是非常不正确的。她们不该因为自己的私欲而对同学作出如此的羞辱。如果想像自己才是那位被人家嘲笑,侮辱,以及被剪头发的当事人,我想请问那些施暴者,你们有何感受?

这短片里的施暴者都很年轻,这是不是就说明了我们马来西亚的教育有多失败?本来作为未来的主人翁的学生们竟然到变成了羞辱同学以及欺凌同学的暴力者?

当施暴者的父母看见自己的儿女如何对待他们的同学?他们该如何面对这一切?
其他父母看到此事件的短片后,该如何保护他们的子女?他们还愿意把孩子交给学校去管教吗?

这一切都是让人痛心的。

人人都不该为了一时的私欲以及贪玩而去伤害人家,这也许会影响你的一辈子。


April 29, 2011

Dear UTAR's IT Department

For many years now, the UTAR official website has been notorious for being annoyingly bland and sufficiently unattractive. The predominantly simple background and monotonous texts not only reflect poorly on the university's savvy (or lack of it) when it comes to webpage designing but also denigrates the varsity's reputation as a whole.

As a matter of fact, a friend who is studying at a university in New Zealand once told me that the UTAR website was used as a "don't" example during his webpage designing lesson (the veracity of his statement though remains uncontested). Now, wouldn't you agree that this calls for a reform?

First impression matters and in this scenario, I daresay that the website is not doing any justice to the university's image in its mission to be at the pinnacle of education among other respectable groves of academe.  In this day and age of technological advancement, the Internet is the primary source of information for prospective students when they are shopping for their choice of education. It shouldn't as a surprise then that the university's official webpage will pop up at the top of the search. However, given the mediocre page layout, the aforementioned students might be deterred from exploring the site more extensively.

Aesthetics aside, what bothered me the most is the fact that the website lacks information that is vital for prospective students. Take the Faculty of Arts and Social Science's page as an example, the Department of Journalism specifically. I was gobsmacked when I discovered that there were hardly any information on the page except for the course structure and synopsis. Even that particular info hasn't been updated since 2009!

Some might argue that the basics such as admission and academic course information are provided. The way I see it, the information just border on a superficial front. What about those who would want more in-depth details? On this, the naysayers would probably refute by claiming that students can head on to the campuses and talk to the counselors. But wouldn't it be less of a hassle for both the students and parents if they can get as much information as possible through the online medium?

In fact, all these extensive information might wow the students and prompt them to head on to the campus and check out the surrounding of the university. Besides, a hundred trees could be saved along the way by limiting the number of glossy pages in the varsity's prospectus booklet.

Putting negative remarks aside, I have to concur that UTAR has made some vast improvements to it's webpage in recent times. The IT department is even doing a great job at ensuring a smoother process during the course registration period (partly thanks to the efforts of a certain Students' Council no doubt). However, these improvements are coming at a painstakingly slow pace.

The esteemed President of UTAR, Ir. Professor Dato' Dr Chuah Hean Teik mentioned that he "hope that as you take a glimpse of UTAR on our website, you will take the first step towards joining our thriving UTAR community" in his welcome message.

In this case, I'd say that the glimpse offered on the website is a less than spectacular one. A shame really considering the fact that this academic institution has state of the art facilities and exceptional as well as experienced teaching staff but that image is shattered by a lackluster first impression in the form of its website.

Yours faithfully
Chester Chin

April 26, 2011

Haters Anonymous

By CHESTER CHIN

People are getting more bold. Or at least their online persona is. Check out any videos on YouTube and chances are the top rated comments would be ones that have a smart ass criticism about how God-awful the song/ artist/ video direction/ video production/ video lighting/ *insert your choice of complaint here* is. That or they will be defending the video in vain.

If you know what is good for you, you'll stick to the crowd and do the former. Because in the event where you do defend that particular video, you'll probably just end up inciting more hate comments. If you're lucky, you'll be called a faggot. If you're not, well, take a trip down homophobic paranoia lane.

All this critical approach to things would have been a warm welcome in lieu with the birth of a vocal thinking society if not for the hardcore fact that in reality, most of us don't have the balls to say half the things we say online.

"The Internet has given people an artificial confidence in themselves to say things that they wouldn't normally say away from the virtual platform. People feel safer when they have this 'curtain' of anonymity protecting them when they make harsh comments. When they realised such shield exists, it gave them a false sense of confidence," said Julian Gan, a 21 year-old student majoring in Psychology at University of Canterbury.

Song Sook Kin from Taiping shared the same sentiments with Gan.

"One can fully express themselves better when they remove the pressure of being associated with that particular comment," said the 20 year-old Universiti Tunku Abdul Rahman Journalism student.

However, this does not mean that she endorses the act of hating anonymously online. Far from approving such acts, Song thinks that is is "cowardly" to post up hurtful comments on online forums and YouTube videos .

"All these anonymous haters probably found comfort in knowing that they can retract their statement with a click," Gan answered when asked for additional reason that prompt people to post up such comments.

This begs the question, does deleting a hurtful comment takes away the sense of pain and humiliation that is inflicted by the remarks made in the first place?

Gan doubts so. "The pain and humiliation does not go away with the removal of the comment. It is very likely that the person who was targeted in the hate comment will never be able to remove that stinging memory from his psyche."

The truth is posting hate comments online has a bigger consequence than say, passing the remark over coffee with your girlfriends. Given the universal quality of the Internet, things might reach catastrophic proportion if you ruffled the wrong feathers.

"With the Internet, it is very easy for things to go viral. In the case where your hate comment becomes the next trending topic on Twitter, it won't take long before it reached the whole world," said 21 year-old Michelle Leong, a student at Sunway University.

"Memorable comments can go viral, international and can do so much damage to a person," Song further affirmed Leong's statement.

If you can't see the magnitude of this scenario. Try picturing someone from an oppressed developing country commenting that the Prime Minister is an imbecile who should probably just stick his rear up a sugarcane on a social networking site. Before you know it, bam! Helloooo evening news!

On a lighter note, this was what that happened to the now infamous Rebecca Black. Her music video Friday garnered so much dislikes and negative comments that it propelled her to the center of the mass media's spotlight who saw it part of their duty to society to further trash her.

Let's take a step back and consider this, is the online platform giving people a reason to hate? Sure, Black's video might have caused an uproar in online forums where people drone on and on about how her music sucks and what not. But then again, no one is going to the street protesting with banners that read "Fuck you bitch, you ruined music for all of us".

"The online platform doesn't give people a reason to hate. It actually gives people a way to find others who share the same opinion as they do on a certain subject," said Gan.

"Why take the hassle to do street protests and hate banners when commenting on YouTube has the same effect?" Song offered. "I don't think online platform gives people a reason to hate, it actually gives people an opportunity to hate. Besides deep down, I believe that all of us have an inner bitchy self, "

Bitchiness aside, we have to acknowledge that online hating goes deeper than the superficial idea of mocking someone's hair or make-up, have a good laugh about it and then log off. You might have the privilege of hiding behind a veil of anonymity but your remark goes to someone who does not enjoy the same privilege of anonymity that you do.

If you're a masochist, then by all means go ahead and hate. But in this context, just don't be a closet freak.


First published in the blog "Happenstance & The Reason Why" dated April 18, 2011.